Being an adult, a wife, a mother somehow gives you a different aspect of life. An aspect that makes you realize how harsh life can truly be, how people that you thought were truly connected in your life can somehow just "stop". We all have our own busy, stressful lives- it becomes more difficult as you have children, I know that to be true. Its just sad and it stinks. Social Media does NOT help. Many days I just want to delete it all, stay away from my phone- try to connect how we used to. But then again, how will my in-laws and long distance family keep up with how much Avery is doing these days--how will anyone know what I'm cooking for dinner (ha!)- I know I need to find a balance, so my head is not just spinning with all the drama. I just need to be thankful for those people closest to me- I need to focus on God, my husband, my child, my family, and my friends-- without allowing silly things to fog my view. Anyhow, I'm letting go of all the burdens of this situation and just letting the pieces fall where they may-b/c at the end of the day, I certainly tried, I will continue to pray for peace and patience. Being a grown up is tough work, but I know I can do it!
By the way, I'm making stuffed bell peppers for dinner!! :)
